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Tue, 31 May 2005 02:14:13 GMT

i have a new livejournal, visit: stella riot!

Wed, 25 May 2005 02:28:08 GMT

omg hahahahhaha

my mom: "i voted for american idol 5 times!!!!! i have it on redial"
"i would die if you got a big black room mate"
"at night your gunna see two white eyes looking at you"
"whatcha lookin at white face get out of my face"
"why you were black nail polish!!"
"im gunna get to ten!! woooooooooooo i just got threw!!!!"
"thank god its a toll free call"
"im tired"

Tue, 24 May 2005 19:59:27 GMT

i would go out everyday too if i wasnt jeopardizing my ability to graduate.

Sun, 22 May 2005 17:32:33 GMT

i wish i was pretty

edit: not letting you get ME down (;

Fri, 20 May 2005 16:32:30 GMT

i cant live here anymore. everything here makes me so depressed. i wish i had money for that apartment, i regret spending my money on pointless shit. i cant make anyone else happy, until i figure this shit out and no one understands that. i hate this house so much, its not even because im a teenager and it doesnt have anything to do with "they dont understand me" bullshit, its just their personalities, outlook on life EVERYTHING. they are so caught up in the superficiality of american living its ridiculous. enough with the fucking american idol, and survivor and go ENJOY living instead of wasting it sitting infront of the TV. holy shit it makes me so mad. if this wasnt going on at home, everything would be perfect. i love my friends and my boyfriend. i just need to work this shit out at home before i can start hanging out all the time again. please understand that baby :/ ily ♥

Thu, 19 May 2005 12:50:17 GMT

alrighty, im here in graphic design with nicole and sal.
and im boreddddddddddddddd. so here are some pictures:

chillen

this is my boyfriend and his lil sister that i talk to on the phone.

my fav piano.

bleh.

Wed, 18 May 2005 12:57:32 GMT

my allergies SUCK!.
im going home after 4th period,
and going to sleep.
leave me alone, bye.

Wed, 11 May 2005 14:13:59 GMT

hm. past week things werent too great with my parents. other then that things are awesome. mothers day was alright, we all walked to pilgrim and met up with brandon, sal and melissa. then my dad decided to flip about tattoos now . . ? how much later. oh well. so i left my house. kim and i looked at apartments yesterday. theres a really good deal that we might get (: anywayssssssssssssssssss. yesterday we went to long beach and hungout with justin, zak, james, pretty and whoever else. we didnt get home till 3 but im not tired today . . was gunna go to school but nooooooooooo kim says no. hah. ehhhhhhhhhhhh lets search more apartments. BYE!

Fri, 06 May 2005 10:46:21 GMT

Tue, 03 May 2005 02:21:38 GMT

Sun, 01 May 2005 14:26:01 GMT

Mon, 25 Apr 2005 13:49:12 GMT

Sun, 24 Apr 2005 17:20:17 GMT

Thu, 21 Apr 2005 17:45:03 GMT

Sun, 10 Apr 2005 15:54:37 GMT

i went to an open house at oneonta yesterday, it was awesome. i love the school and the people soooo much. theres a lot of kids like me too so i was happy. the guy that was our tour guy was so hot haha and we talked the whole time. i seriously cant wait until i go away to college. its going to be amazing. im happy that im this excited about it too. im also excited about mah new tattoo, vinny did this one too. hes hysterical, so we probably will chill soon. ehhh at night chilled with mike chris and kim. i dont really want to write about anything else so i shall leave you with a picture.

its not done yet . . .obviously.

what the shading will look like once i get money ^

JUST SOME PICTURE 4 YOU ALL.

Thu, 07 Apr 2005 01:35:32 GMT

BORED

Wed, 06 Apr 2005 10:43:59 GMT

The Very Basics
Full name?: amanda lee rothenbucher
Nicknames?: AR
Age?: 18
Gender?: chick
Height?: 5'4
Weight?: 122
Hair color?: blackish
Eye color?: Blue
Location?: lawng island

The Outer Stuff
Any tatoos?: yes
Piercings?: yes, 12
Describe your outfit: rock n roll underwear, and a camo shirt

Relationships
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: nahhhhhhh
Do you have a crush?: of course
Do they know?: yep.
Is it mutual?: lol, you try n find out.
What's stopping you?: outta mah league

Sex sex sex
Straight, Bi or Gay/Lesbian?: straight
Are you a virgin?: nope
When was the last time you had sex?: a week or two ago.
Where?: car
What would be your dream place to have sex?: in the summertime at mt. hood in the snow.
Do you masturbate?: honestly, no
How often?: 0
What's your number-one fetish?: hmmmm i dont really think i have one.
What's your favorite position?: on top

Beliefs
Do you believe in God?: i believe there was once someone who fit the description of god and he was so great that people held onto the thought of him for so many years.
Do you believe in Satan?: nah
Do you believe in Hell?: no
Heaven?: nope
Nirvana?: yes

Currently
What are you wearing?: rock n roll underwear and a camo shirt, didnt you ask this already?
What are you doing?: being lazy and not wanting to get ready for school.
What are you listening to?: the shower running
How are you feeling?: great.
Where are you?: computer room

Last...
Person you hugged: kim or chris
Person you kissed: chris
Person you missed: mhmm (:
Person you wanted to get away from: parents +brother
Person you wanted to hit: my brother yep
Person you wanted to yell at: you
Person you wanted to run away with: (:
Person you IMed: mike
E-mail you sent: livejournal? haha
Time you were embarrased: all the time, but its k
Moment you wanted to last forever: being with you
Moment you wanted to die: when im depressed???
Time you cried: awhile ago
Time you laughed: yesterday
Time you couldn't stop smiling: love it

Favorite...
Band: hmmmm right now a perfect circle
Food: I LOVE FOOD!!!!!! but i love chocolate the best
Drink: caramel frappacino
Candy: snickers
Ice-Cream: buttercrunch at friendlys
Book: hmmmm theres a tie.
Author: tie as well
Poem: none
Poet: no
Type of music: a lil bit of everything
Store: candy store (:! kiddin uhmmmmmm
Article of clothing: jeans
Sport: snowboarding
TV Show: gilmore girls!!!!!!!!!!
Movie: a clockwork orange was mad good
Video Game: lord of the rings
Board Game: no
Holiday: easterrrrr
Day of the week: friday
Month: december or july

Have you ever...
Cheated on someone?: yes
Snuck out?: at other peoples houses
Stolen?: yes
Smoked?: yes
Done drugs?: yes
Drank?: yes
Broken the law?: mhm
Been arrested?: almost a bunch of times
Been in a fist fight? yep
Won a fist fight?: yep
Gone skinny dipping?: mhm
Lied?: mhm
Ran around in the rain?: mhm
Been so afraid of a nightmare that you couldnt sleep?: yeah but i usually pass out eventually
Been in love?: puppy love

The Loose Ends
Agree with martyrdom?: ?
Position on abortion?: for
Position on the death-penalty?: for
Agree with self-punishment?: for
Trust your government?: nah
Do you want to find love?: not at the moment
Do you wish you were a better person?: sometimes

Mon, 04 Apr 2005 20:08:11 GMT

Sun, 27 Mar 2005 02:00:45 GMT

im so happy i could cry.
(i choose to l i v e.)

Tue, 22 Mar 2005 23:35:15 GMT

alright, so today i stayed home from school again . . i woke up not feeling well and then i just got way worse :( it sucked. soo i just took some pictures. hopefully i feel betta 4 this weekend. . .

Tue, 22 Mar 2005 02:57:11 GMT

i'm not in a good mood at all. things were going good, now they are just so confusing again. . i dont know what to do with it all. i feel like shit too, im losing my voice and my throat hurts. i really hate the situations i get myself into. ive also come to the conclusion that there is no such thing as a best friend in highschool. its only until the next hot guy comes around . . whatever its not like i trust anyone in my life anyways, why start now. eh im gunna stop this random rant now otherwise ill say something wrong, like the truth.

Sun, 20 Mar 2005 15:44:24 GMT

jakey had a lil photoshoot.

>i just woke up & took a pic with jake.

. . went with my daddy to the german butcher and vitamin shoppe. i got the german choclate that i used to eat when i was lil. its gooood. went fooooooood shoppin with my mommy and matty, and got mad food! i love good, 4 real. i went to old navy and got this sick bag, its BRIGHT green and white haha . . it was only 5 bucks so its kool. i hit a dumpster in the parking lot, lmao . . my parents dont believe me but i really did! i rubbed up against it parking next to it ): anywaysssssss next was the pet shop!!

this bird told me he loved me (: and he would stick his foot out and go "hello, nice to meet you". (hes doin it in the pic)

i got a sick thermal at selden thrift. then i ate mad good food at my house. went to kims and chilled with her, chris joe & matt 4 a lil bit until i decided to go get a tattoo. sooo went and got that, then went back to kims . . we stayed there for awhile then kim took a shower and i went and dropped off matt. went back to kims.

played with her doggy 4 a lil.

we went to this lil party with her bro n friends. it was fun. i take real good pictures when im high (:
THE END!!!!!

Sun, 13 Mar 2005 21:44:50 GMT

er. i want to go snowboarding so bad on saturday . . and for the rest of the saturdays until the end of the season, but no one can :( maybe i can convince my mom to let me drive up there with my brother and my cousins, or maybe my grandpa will take us. who knows . .

Wed, 09 Mar 2005 18:35:18 GMT

fuck off.

Mon, 07 Mar 2005 02:59:53 GMT